Not easy like some people think

People say I'm lucky..Yes I'M. But they don't know what i have been trough.
People said my life just full of happiness. But they didn't know how many sorrows come to me and bring me down to zero point of live.
People never compared all they see with anything felt and happened to me. YES they CAN'T because they just play a role as a watcher.
Actually hold on this stage is pretty lucky of me.
Mostly People (also including me) just can in hope only then try to do best that can be do there after prayer with a big expectation.
The decision is God Authority only. Even you do it totality, even you ask everybody to help you. God will answer YES in very exactly right time.
JUST believe...and it sure happened as a beautiful gift in your life. Every single time that concur in our life is because God gives us a permission of that occurrence.
If GOD say NO...It would be NO. The answer would be YES for people who chosen by God